Libra And Scorpio Love And War!?

I HAVE JUST DECLARED WAR! STRIKE ONE IN EFFECT!


What would you do?


Here's the situation. He's addicted to oxycodone(perks),and has been addicted for a couple of years,now even worse,he's an alcohic. Everyday pills and booze day after day,everyday,month,year was repeating it's self,he had 2 back surgery's,and prostate cancer at age 39 yrs old,and had it removed,and his mother died,I had no problem accepting no sex for the last 3 yrs,but for 3 yrs,no affection whatsoever,it's like he lost everything so I must loose too,he made me feel like dying inside,he had given up.We have a 4 1/2 year old boy together,and just before he had his prostate removed we found out I was pregnant again,the boy is 5 now and the girl is 3 1/2 yrs old. I became cold towards him,and angry,he turned me (scorpio) into a Black Widowed Spider.I hated him for what has happened.He comes from a family with schizophrenia,drug abuse,alcohol abuse,mental problems,and I was seeing alot of mental problems starting at the end stages of our relationship,he was getting into porn,he worked for a place where they take care of mental patients (it's true)and got fired for abusing one of them,he steals things whereever he goes,but one thing he loved his children they were his life,but he could only take care of them with a bottle in his mouth, He has never been abusive through the whole time we were together,I myself yes did attack him twice,one for getting me evicted,and second for me having to put my 2 dogs asleep,I had to deal with this all by myself.I kept kicking him out,and then allowing him back,then the last time was Christmas he came back,I was doing very well for the children and myself,I felt like living again and was so happy,I remained alone with the children,but let him back to try again,then it was like I felt like dying again,he new it was over,he did try,but the booze and pills still continued,I would look at him like I wanted to rip his head off,I stayed away from him so I went into my son's room to clean it this was a couple of days after Christmas,he wasn't working at that time I paid for everything,at this time he was going through about 7 days withdrawl from the pills,so he was drinking heavy,but whenever he drank,he's a happy person,you would never know he just consumed 15 to 20 beers. It was the strangest things,I could never understand,and still can't. He came down into my son's bedroom with a diaper,I was working for hours in the house cleaning and then taking a 5 minute brake,he told me to change my daughter's diaper,I looked at him and told him to do it himself,he took the diaper and shoved it into my mouth,I started kicking him and told him to get the f away from me,I got up and went into the kitchen,he followed me and through the bay wipes at me so I bent down to pick them up then while I was down he came in back of me and started to shove the baby wipes into my mouth.I couldn't breath,I got away abit on my knees,and then he started kicking me,I turned and looked up and there he was kicking me with a smile on his face but he wasn't the only one kicking me my 4 year old son was kicking me too,both were laughing,I looked at my son and said don't do that to mommy,I got up,and he used the palms of his hands to hit me in the ribs and chest,I freaked out and started to fight back,my son at this time was at my feet laying on the floor,his father kept hitting me and I was falling on my son,trying not to fall on him,my son later said daddy was stepping on my hair,my son was pinned to the ground by his hair,my son got up and his nose was bleeding,I looked at my son but his father was in front of me blocking me with his hand,so I fought to get away,then I was some how on the ground again,and I couldn't stop screaming,I went into shock,then I realized I had wet myself,I grabbed the counter to pull myself up,and went to help my son,I put him in my room,I grabbed the phone and he said he would kill me if i called the police,then he wasn't there in the room,I tried the phone but there was no dial tone,so I proceded to the basement,and there he was moving away from the wall,he had unplugged the phone lines,so I kept trying til I could get them back on,and i did, so I called his father crying and told him what has happened,and to get his son out of my house,and he replied he wasn't going to do that,and for me to call the police,but I knew i couldn't.I also called my sister.He listened to my phone calls,after I grabed the phone and a knife and went to my room where both my children were now sleeping.I locked my door and stayed awake all night afraid,he didn't come near me,I knew had to leave early in the morning for an appointment so I waited and when he left around 6 or7 am,I came out of my room and locked all the doors,now I knew I had him out and if he did try to re enter it would be break and enter and I would have called the police,on Jan 12 we heard from him again,he threatened me if I call the police, and we haven't heard from him yet,that same day I checked all windows in the house to make sure they were all locked,the basement windows have boards and thing up in front of them and I found 3 windows unlocked,I new it was him,and the boards and things were placed back,I keep my children with me everynight, I'm afraid,I don't sleep at night I protect the house,I wait for the sun to come up then I rest,I'm tired,hurt,exausted,the pain from the attack was bad I had problems breathing my ribs ad chest hurt so bad,it took a month to heal,the children I keep very busy,and happy.I am ready to go to the police station and report him,but it's been a month,no doctor records,but I did take pictures of the bruises.I told my son what his father has done is very bad,and that was the end of the story. He will never see his son again,nor does he care,no financial help at all. LOVE AND WAR!

Libra And Scorpio Love And War!?
Go to the police. Get help. Seek a protective order. GET OUT!!!
Reply:Repost this question, MUCH shorter, cuz I aint readin all that!
Reply:It's really time to get away from him...this is really not healthy. For anyone. Do you want to keep reliving this experience or would you prefer to be drama free? Think on it...he's not changing.
Reply:You are crazy yourself to bring such a story to horoscopes!!! Why? and why call it love and war? like some kind of drama soap opera? You needed to call the cops right then and there... F* him and his threats!! Your children come first and for your son to join his dad, there's wrong msgs going on there, there are no boundaries... you need a whole new life, you're living in hell